Failed again!

Today I failed him. I got up this morning and I overslept and then it was off to work! I walked into the nursing station and things went nuts from there! I got upset about something and then I became so angry! There is a personal issue that I am dealing with and well I just have been upset all day. Then it hit me as I came home and prayed. I did not even talk to GOD about things. I tried again to handle things and well things did not turn out ok.
I have been praying since I got home and I just hate that I did not start my day with him. Again and again the LORD is trying to teach me to just trust him. Let him guide me.
So, this is my blog and my journey. I wish that I had all things together but let me TELL you that aint today! What I do consider so great is that GOD still loves me and he calls me his own. I love my GOD more than I can express. He is it for me. He understands me better than I can ever express. So, right now, I am focusing on him, adoring him. So many things enter my mind right now but what I am focusing on is that GOD is bigger than anything and that he has and always will com thorough. Do I have it all together? No way and never will. But right now I again place my hand in his hand. I am holding on to my daddy's hand and thankful that he is leading the way. I would never want to think where I would be without him!