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I must admit I'm sorry for not blogging but then I wonder who even reads this but this is more about my journey..I have some things on my heart that I want to share but they are even hard to even blog about right now...I'm in a pit that I wish I knew how to get out of but the LORD knows more than I can express. You know when you smile and everyone thinks that you are ok when you are just screaming from the inside! Well that is where I am at tonight..This is real, my journey..In the midst of this my prayer is that I would just remain in his presence and for his peace...I'm not there but that is where I want my heart to be!